Another Life
(Len van den Berg)
Orini
Part 1 - The Guides
I am
watching the Light. My inner light is pulsing, throbbing. I expand
and contract. This is fun, and I enjoy doing this in my meditations.
Expand, contract. Out, and in…move the Light around and around...
I
have no idea how long I was doing this. Here in this plane of reality
time has no meaning, and I can take as long as I want to practice my
skills, or learn new skills. I had recently spent a lifetime on a
different plane. Somewhere on a planet on a 4th
dimensional universe. It is always nice to return to my
multidimensional reality after such a journey. I always ask the
question: Why does it feel like life on that 4 dimensional reality is
never going to end? It feels like an eternity, and yet, in comparison
with life here on my normal plane, it seems like a drop, a blink, and
it's over.
I
reflected a long time on that journey. I went through each moment,
checking that I did all I set out to do, and learned all I needed to
learn. I was getting ready for a next stage, a new phase of my
development.
I
felt a shift in the energies. Someone else had just entered my auric
field. I projected a feeling of warmth. It was Tana, one of my spirit
guides. I felt her warmth and responded in kind. Tana came to let me
know that we will all be meeting a little later. I look forward to
being together with my guides. They have committed to help me, and it
is a commitment and a labour of pure love, the purest love one could
ever hope to experience.
Here
in this plane we have no need to hang on to our physical forms or
bodies. We do not communicate using sound waves like in an air-filled
dimension or planetary system. It is so much easier to project a
thought, a feeling towards others, and this telepathic messaging
system is wonderful.
I
mentally conveyed a message to Tana that I will be happy to meet with
them, and will join them at the appointed moment with much joy, light
and love. She left my auric field, and I continued to practice my
inner meditative work.
It
is hard to view other souls on this plane in the context of gender.
While we assume a gender for a small period on the denser planes, we
tend to view gender more in terms of energy patterns, like being
magnetic or electric in our energies. Yet at the same time we tend to
embrace a bit of both, and we can separate our maleness and
femaleness, and split these aspects of ourselves completely. This
brings me to the next stage of my journey. And this is where my next
meeting with my guides will become crucial. I have a big decision to
make and their guidance on this will be most welcome, as they have
done this before.
I
was resting, absorbing some healing in a serene setting on the
ethereal plane when I felt a little pull. They are waiting for me,
and I mentally gave the command to relocate myself to their location.
They were waiting for me. I love meeting with them. Their love and
light are as powerful as the rays of the sun. For a little while we
just basked in each other's light, and experienced the flow of each
other's love.
Crutu
initiated the conversation. He wanted to know if I had given any more
thought to my plans. I projected that I thought perhaps I could do a
Soul split, and then leave 20% of my soul essence here in their care,
while 40% of my male essence would go to one planetary system and 40%
of my female essence would go to another. That way, I would enable
my male and female essence to gather some more experience on the
denser planes, and then we would return and merge again.
Tovoe
replied that this was perfectly doable and possible, provided that I
had built up the mental strength to accommodate such a split. It is a
challenging process, and it takes souls a long time to be able to do
this. If I am not ready for it, it could be emotionally taxing. A
split of this nature is always a painful process for any soul, and we
would need to remain close to our counterparts for a while to allow
us to acclimatise and get used to being in a state of separateness.
We carry the pain of such a separation with us until we reunite with
our counterparts.
But
then it also means that once the life on the denser dimensions are
over and we return back here, the merging, and healing will be
exceedingly joyful. And with that information I set out on this new
journey. It would be a push for me as it would mean some initial
hardship, a process of getting used to my divided state, and then
embarking on a life in the physical plane. Tana and Tovoe would take
care of each of my engendered aspects under the watchful eye of
Crutu, while Crutu will take custody of my remaining essence until I
return to be merged and become whole.
They
also agreed to join me when I go before the Council of Seven. The
Council is responsible for guiding and reviewing my plans every time
I reincarnate into the denser dimensions. They provide guidance on
the planetary systems, the experiences provided on each, and the
lessons I would learn.
We
exchanged some lengthy discussions on my past experience on the
denser dimension, and how I benefited from the experiences I had
there. I am feeling a sense of excitement that is extremely
overwhelming. So much so that I could burst if I was physical.
Life
on the Arcturian system was great. Some of the time I felt a little
weak, considering that I only took about 65% of my total essence with
me during that incarnation. The remaining 35% stayed behind with my
guides. My physical form would never have been able to carry so much
power. And it is easy for us to forget how weak those physical bodies
can be. Here in this plane we are used to being powerful, and
limitless. The denser dimensions are very limited and we need to be
constantly reminded of this when we plan our next journey into a life
on the physical.
When
I returned back to this plane after my last incarnation, the merging
of my essence, becoming one again, was most welcome, and the surge of
my energy was a powerful healing experience. I took as long as I
needed to become One again. Oh the bliss, the rejuvenation, beyond
anything that words can convey. And the love and support I felt
flowing from Tana, Tovoe and Crutu was immense, and I counted myself
very blessed to have such wonderful guides.
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